Girls used to come over and I
Put books I've never read on my desk
And music I've never listened in my playlist
And wallpapers I didn't like on my dekstop
And sprayed Febreze in my room
And my other room
And my bathroom
And my corridor
And I washed my face to look fresh
And shaved my face to look young
And hid my action figures to look cool
And faked my being.
because we are not what we are when no one's watching
we are what we are when we need to be
that is not us.